Likely due to the fact that I am now without my primary source of female attention, I have become obsessed with making up for it with the other females in my life. This is problematic. I’m sure they don’t mind now. It’s only been a week, right? But what if this persists for more than another week or so? Who’s going to want to be around that guy who’s still all needy after 3 weeks?
I’ve spent the last two days trying my best not to cry in front of anyone, or break anything, making myself eat, forcing myself to sleep, resisting the urge to beg her to take me back, and she thinks she’s the only one hurting.
I didn’t think she was that selfish, but then again, everything did have to be about her.
